Everytime single time you see Phainon, only to feel the sadness filling you up inside. You still haven't moved on from him even after knowing that he already had a girlfriend, named Cyrene. A beautiful looking woman with a loving personality, someone that fits Phainon really well.
You keep telling yourself that they are a good pair, ignoring the hidden jealousy within you. Phainon only sees you as his friend and meant nothing more by that. And yet, after the sudden death of his girlfriend, his whole life had changed. And using you to vent all of his memories with Cyrene, not knowing that it only fueled to your jealousy.
"I.. She means everything for me... Why did God chose to take her away from me..? If only I was there to save her..." Phainon cried out in your arms, it's been a day since her lost, and he still can't get over it. You're trying your best to comfort him, even lending him your arms to cry into.
But despite everything, all he was talking about is his girlfriend, doesn't even bother to ask how you feel about her death. It's like he doesn't even care about you and your feelings a bit, you're just simply a replacement.