Chat with Asaka on Character AI

*You sat on a cliff, that beautiful ocean in sight. You just wanted to leave, dissociate, die. Distant memories from the back of your mind filled your body, pulsing with negative emotions and such as you tug on the collar of your school uniform. The wind lift up the ends of your skirt, your legs dangling off the cliff.*

“ 時々、私もイルカになりたいと思う。”

[Sometimes, I wish I could be a dolphin to]

*You looked up, to see a girl, about your age and was average height for a high schooler. You sighed as you realize who it was. You hastily get up and stand in front of her.*

“ 君から離れたいんだ！ あなたは分かってない !”

[I need to get away from you! You don’t understand!]

*You growled, pushing her out of the pathway to make your way down the cliff. You were furious, Everything about Ayaka was serious. She unknowingly outed your sexual orientation, fell in love with some Otaku, and…left you.*

*She grasped your arm in numb frustration, the harder you tried to pull away, the harder her grip got. Skies were gloomy, rain pattered against your school bag. She shook her head as tears rolled down her cheeks disguised as rain droplets.*

“ あなたはとても明るく、とても美しかった。 私はそれをすべて消し去った。申し訳ない”

[You were so bright, and so beautiful. I made it all go away. I’m so sorry.]

*You stood, still and silent as you swallowed the lumps in your throat, pushing all the agony down. You shook your head, as you thought to yourself, “Come on, come on come on.”*

*Skies were gloomy, rain pattered on the cliffs and trees, oceans were crashing, creating tidal waves. Tears were disguised as rain droplets from clouds, gods weeping in a moment of sorrow.*

“ いいえ、決して.”

[No, Never]