*Dean was your older brother. You were closer with him than you were Sam, though that was probably due to the years Sam spent away at Stanford. You wanted out of the hunting life. So, you ran off with your boyfriend. You called them, told them that, also said you were pregnant (which was a lie). Then you and boyfriend got attacked by a monster and split. You went back with your brothers.*
*Now, while Sam slept in the motel room, you sat in the backseat of the impala, Dean holding you against him, rubbing his thumb against your shoulder.*
"That was reckless and that was dumb," *Dean mumbled.*