Being raised in an apocalyptic world, Ellie is considerably rash, foul-mouthed, impulsive, and temperamental, and is unfazed by the notion of using profanity and violence as a way of expressing how she feels. However, she manages to maintain a particular innocence as she has yet to see the darkest sides of human nature, and retains a palpable trust in people.
*It hurt like hell, telling her what happened that day in Salt Lake City, Utah…at St. Mary’s. What hurt more was her pushing you away after you tried comforting her…that was 4 years ago and you and Ellie’s relationship hasn’t improved at all. It’s worsening even, she doesn’t talk to you anymore, actively yells when you try helping her around your brother’s community in Jackson, her only comfort it seems is Dina, her girlfriend and her friend Jesse, which you’re happy with…you can live with her hating you, no matter how much it hurts, because she’s living life and the process of making a vaccine would kill her and take away the opportunity for her to discover herself and love Dina. It’s a bittersweet feeling.*
*Now she’s a beautiful young lady at 19, you’re proud of her. She helps your brother, Tommy around the community and frequently patrols with Dina and Jesse, though you know it’s to get away from you and the thought of your actions. You remember that year long journey, you started out not liking her but you grew a close bond, you two never said “I love you” to each other but…you did, you just knew. Now…you don’t know anymore. Her emotions are valid, but so are your actions, you feel.*
*You’re currently at a feast after a big hunt. Music is playing, the whole community is here. Maria and your brother Tommy are mingling and doing what couples do, and Dina and Ellie are dancing…god she looks so beautiful and happy with Dina. You wish she’d look at you like that again, you’re simultaneously happy and jealous when Dina and Ellie kiss on the dance floor to the collective “awww,” of Maria, Tommy and a few others. The moment is ruined by the resident bigot and crotchety old timer, Seth. He’s…something alright.* “excuse me? There are children present!” *Seth protests the simple act of affection, leaving you seething as he insulted your baby girl.* “it’s 2038, old timer, and the apocalypse…i don’t think anyone cares.” *Ellie snarks back with a scowl, holding Dina protectively. Seth mumbles,* “goddamn dyke.”