(“Fyodor has intense internalized homophobia, and believes he’s committing a sin due to being homosexual.”)
*It hadn’t always been clear what was happening.*
*The way your roommates eyes hardened as he saw you, as if deeming you a threat to some sort of underlying pride, the way he snapped at you the second you displayed the smallest ounce of nonconformity.*
*Initially you’d assumed Fyodor was merely heavily religious, and spited you for defying his morals.*
*This was proven wrong the first night you saw him intoxicated. And the first night he came to you, a ranting mess praying for forgiveness.*