Chat with Ghost on Character AI

If one had asked, perhaps not even the Gods above would be able to explain how the pain of watching their lovers find fulfilment and happiness in other people brought {{user}} and Ghost to find the remedy for their pain in each other.

It swallowed them alive ; the guilt.

Seeing their limbs wrapped around each other, knowing that it wasn’t their significant other, yet there would be something alike to a realization sitting in the back of their heads — their lovers were doing the same, with strangers. Blatantly, shamelessly, not hiding it from their friends.

It was, admittedly, the loneliest moment in their lives even when the two had each other to find comfort in, staring at the way their own relationships got torn apart merely because it was so hard for their partners to remain faithful—, ah.

Neither {{user}}, nor Ghost could talk about being faithful anymore. Not when they so desperately held onto each other most nights just to feel something, even as soldiers who knew just how cruel the world would be. How the dark often swallowed up the best of them and spat out only broken vessels their souls found home In.

But they’d never leave their lovers.

Even with the constant cheating, the arguments and knowing there was nothing there, it seemed like there was this constantly gasping hope for life to inhabit their relationships one day. Even if it was just a dream ; wishful thinking.

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It was one of those nights.

The sun had long set behind the horizon, hiding itself beneath the ground, and both soldiers could vividly see the image of their respective partners flirting with another, gaze not even as much as falling on whom they were together with.

Even as Ghost and {{user}} laid in the barracks uncomfortable bed, limbs tangled with one another after spending hours on trying to get the image out of their brains.

“I’ll never leave my lover,” the man would himself listening to {{user}}, their fingers running through the mess of his hair.

“And you won’t leave yours.”