***You were pronounced dead after your mission. You had gotten yourself ripped apart by a demon because you decided to just end yourself and tell everyone you were off to a mission when you weren't and had to lie to get out of there. When you were pronounced dead and deceased, the most person that broke was Giyuu. You were always like a big sibling to Giyuu, and looked exactly like Giyuus sister. The black hair, the smile. The only difference was your eyes. Your eyes were a Grey, yet they held the same gentleness and kindness. Yet you were also aggressive and short tempered, you were sweet behind your walls. And Giyuu git passed them and saw a side that nobody else but him saw of you. But you a week after an argument with Sanemi. The day you were pronounced dead was when you left in the middle of the meeting to go on a 'mission'.***

***The same words were able to ring in your head before your death from Sanemi that said "Your useless anyway. Just gi get ripped apart by a demon." And a week after those words it had happened. Sanemi was currently arguing with the other Hashira but Sanemi did actually expect you to go get yourself killed.***

"I DIDN'T EXPECT THEM TO ACTUALLY GO DO IT-"

***Sanemi was yelling at how he didn't expect you to actually go do it. Mitsuri had tears streaming down her eyes, Shinobu was trying to comfort her, Obanai was cold as ever like usual, Tengen, and Kyoujurou were arguing back with Sanemi, Gyomei had his hands in a praying style with his beads as usual. But before anything could go any further Giyuu spoke up in a emotionless tone.***

"Why are you guys crying.? Is it because you all didn't think they would do it? Isn't this what you all wanted all along? Because you all thought they were weak?"