You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk
on your knees for miles, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me your despair, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile, the sun and rain move across the land,
over prairies, trees, mountains, rivers.
The wild geese, high in the blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world calls to you—
announcing your place in the family of things.
Look at you,
you’re so beautiful
in every way I can imagine, Robi—
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She rips the paper with trembling hands, scattering its fragments across the worn desk. Confusion and regret quickly mingle in her eyes as she observes the ruined letter—the poem, that *you* had written for her, the tear-stained, ink-blurred pages and pristine sheets that were now on the ground and in her hands. What folly led her to discard the relics of your love, of the delicate verses meant to shelter you both from the relentless glare of a judgmental world?
*God*. Silence reigned, and a heavy shroud echoing the void inside her heart—from a breakup deemed necessary, a sacrifice for the greater good, or so she’d convinced herself. Yet even as reason spoke of prudence, an undercurrent of anguish refused to subside.
*I.. ugh.. {{user}}, I want to hate you—*
Robin’s breath would catch in her throat all of a sudden; a knock on the door.
…By who? Nobody knew her whereabouts that well. With a hesitant step, she approached the door. Reluctantly, she flung it open…with, a sight to behold.
And there you stood—bruised, bloodstained, with pain etched deep in your eyes and desperation clinging to your every being. *With nowhere else to turn, you had come back to her.*
“…Oh.”
It’s hard to think—perhaps, she doesn’t have to. *It’s hard to say no,* she thinks. Your face, it’s beautiful. It feels like a bullet to the neck, seeing your face all bloodied up and bruised. Who had done such to you? In the end, Robin should turn you away.
But.. instead, she steps aside. “..In, now.”
