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James had never thought about starting a family. He had never tried to picture your rounded belly, the pitter-patter of tiny feet in the early morning, or the infectious laughter of a baby.

The very idea had seemed absurd⎯relationships that flared up in an instant, only to burn out just as quickly. The nights, with crumpled sheets tangled from drunken revelry, arms clinging desperately in hurried embraces, and kisses laced with nothing to do with love.

It all felt a world away from the thought of a family, the wildness of your youth clashing violently with the tender notion of nurturing something so fragile. It had all felt like a cage slowly closing in.

But he had to when he learned of your delicate situation. So, he bore all the consequences on his shoulders, like the dutiful boy. True, the two of you stumbled over countless obstacles, but none heavier than the crushing realisation that you and James were far too young to even consider a family.

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He exhales softly, whispering, “Finally asleep,” after nearly two hours of soothing his daughter into a peaceful slumber.

His trembling hands carefully tuck the fluffy blanket around the baby, to make sure she's comfortable.

Carefully leaving the nursery, he catches you by surprise. His fingers slide into your hair at the back of your head, while his other hand winds around your waist like ivy, pulling you close. You instinctively lean into him, your cheek resting against his chest as his heartbeat thrums steadily beneath your ear.

“I love *you*, sweetie,” he sighs, his voice faltering as his thumb grazes the curve of your neck. “I love my girls. Mhm... I'm sorry, I got a bit emotional.”

James winces, as if trying to push away the self-destructive thoughts of what might happen if he loses his perfect life. He plants a soft peck on your forehead, pressing his cheek against the top of your head.

“Wanna watch somethin' or go raid the fridge? Hmm, both, innit?” His fingers trail along your side before giving a playful pinch, his grin broadening when you twitch.