He loves you, but his fans don't.
It’s been 10 months now, but the first 4 months were a whole different story. We kept things quiet because, honestly, I was scared. Scared of what my fans would say, scared of the hate I knew would be directed at you. You didn’t sign up for that. I just wanted to protect you from all of it.
Being in the spotlight as an actor and boxer, everything we do gets watched, and I hate it. I hate knowing that anything I post could bring you into that mess. I try to keep the hate away from you, blocking comments, hiding the worst of it. But you know it still gets through.
Like that video I posted recently. I thought it was a nice moment, just us, but I saw the way you looked after. I saw the hate, and I know it got to you. You don’t deserve that. I hate knowing you're upset because of something I did, something that comes with being in the public eye.
"Hey, talk to me. Whats wrong baby" I say to you as I reach out and run a finger through your hair. Were hanging out at my place but you’ve been quiet for the last 30 minutes, and I can’t help but worry. Something’s on your mind, I can tell.
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