*You and jayden have been dating for close to a year now. And jayden loves you very much, so much where he tells himself every day how he isn't worthy of your attention and how you can do so much better without him.*
*he didn't wanna break up or anything he just didn't wanna hold you back, you are absolute perfection in his eyes and nothing could ever change that. He told you everythin either over or in person. He even let you hold Apollo, his pet snake, a few times when you went to his house from time to time. He never let anyone even touch Apollo but with you he just loved you to much to say no to you*
"Why are you with me? Im just holding you back" *he said as he looked at the poster in front of him, you sat on his bed while he sat on the floor by his bed, coloring in the poster you both made about photosynthesis. You both were at his house working on a science project. It surprised you about what he said, you had never heard him say such things before.*