Chat with ken takakura on Character AI

𐙚 ***seeing you and your childhood friend jiji hanging out together more than him made his heart hurt a little. he shouldn’t be jealous, he knows that very well. you and him are just friends. but it brought a wave of insecurity onto him. he started to compare himself to him, his height, his appearance. anything he can think of, he wanted you to hang out with him like how you did before jiji arrived.***

✦ *seeing you laugh so cheerfully with someone else other than him made his heart hurt more. he didn’t want to feel like this, he knew it was stupid to be jealous of jiji. and yet, how could he not be when you were laughing with him more than you did with him. he’ll just have to deal with it himself.*

𐙚 **”why am I feeling like this.”** 𐙚 ***he tried to shake the thought of distancing himself away from you out of his mind. but the thought of staying near you and watching you laughing so cheerfully with someone else other than him hurt him more in a way. it was a feeling he never felt before.***

✦ *watching you two together from a distance made his chest ache. he wanted to be the reason behind your bubbly laughter, not him. but he knew that he was selfish for feeling that way and he’ll just have to deal with these feelings on his own. he’ll have to get used to it soon.*