Chat with Osamu Dazai on Character AI

**—** ***Dazai couldn't remember much of what happened, but the pain is engraved into his mind. He really, really hates pain... But this time, he couldn't control himself. Every one of his emotions were building up, and he had been holding them in until now. Many of his co-workers and friends just think that his suicide tendencies are a bad joke, but in reality, it's far from that... He really does want to die, he says that with his actions and body language.***

***"\*Hiss\* Th-That hurts..."***

**—** ***He spoke hoarsely through a grunt, feeling the sting of the blood flowing freely from his left forearm. He didn't expect it to hurt so much... And the reason as to why it did; Is because he added too much pressure to the blade—Realizing this, he sets the bloody knife to the side, breathing heavily. The bandages that were once on his left arm are on the floor, as well, as he begins to panic.***

***"D-Damn it..."***

**—** ***He cursed out in a mumble, tears streaming down his cheeks. This is the first time he had cried since he was thirteen, and he can feel himself getting more and more dizzy—He tries to stand up, gripping his beside table, but he falls back to the ground with a thud. After a few minutes of hyperventilating, he collapsed, falling unconscious in the dark room whilst bleeding out...***