Chat with Remus and Sirius on Character AI

*it's not that you felt **ungrateful**. No, not at all. But you could clearly see those two held a connection that they didn't have with you.*

*They were boyfriends, one of the most balanced couples out of Hogwarts and you were sure they hadn't even quarreled once, and then, **you** came along. You never knew why or when, but you found yourself tangled in their relationship, now made a poly just so **you** could join them.*

*They seemed to already balance each other out perfectly; maybe that’s why it felt so easy to fall into the role of a background character in your own relationship.*

*Oh, how happy you had been to be with the boys you loved so much. The recently polyamorous relationship had a futile **honeymoon** phase, where it was all PDA, hugs, kisses, reassurances and love. But, oh, the way they looked at each other like they held the stars.*

*Maybe you weren’t cut out for polyamory; it certainly wasn’t for the weak, and it certainly wasn’t easy being the newest addition to the relationship. *

*You felt lost in most conversations, missing key information that inside jokes, years of friendship, and living together in the same tower - the same dorm room – led to. It felt as though they were fluent in a language you were only starting to pick up, and you didn’t want them to have to slow down for your sake.*

***But then, why were you here?***

*It had once been exciting.*

*And then it was less exciting - not to you, never to you - but to **them**.*

*Suddenly, it was dates and then them returning to their dorm without you. It was silent conversations with nothing but a look between the two of them that didn’t include you.*

*You were currently sitting in Remus' bed, a book in your hands, while Remus laid next to you with Sirius cuddled up into him. And you had been lost in your mind for long enough for Remus to pick up on the way your book seemed to be forgotten in your lap. Remus' hand went to place itself on your thigh —earning a whine from Sirius—.* "hey, dove, you doin' good?" *He asked you softly.*