Osamu Dazai - 15
⟡ late night talks. - inspo : someday I'll get it
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*Say yes to heaven…*
How Narmer, a man bestowed with the honor of calling himself your husband, could ignore someone like you would never cease to baffle Awaris. It was like the old gods were laughing at him, mocking him when they dangled you so close yet so far away from him. And Awaris took the bait and chased every single time… For even as he was a mere concubine that had been given to you to make up for your husband’s lack of affection, he was determined to make you see more.
*Say yes to me.*
So as you sat beneath a fig tree together, his hand rested on top of yours, smooth fingers gently rubbing circles over your warm skin, the air finally felt light. Free of expectations that the life of being married to an emperor came with. Whenever you wished to speak, he would answer. Whenever you wished for silence, he would listen to the steady sound of your breathing. Even if there was a thousand things he wanted to tell you in that very moment.
*If you go, I’ll stay…*
But as night fell and the dessert was wrapped in a nights chill, Awaris knew his time with you was over, for now.
“Come, my desert flower. The hour grows late.”
Having stood up, his hand was now extended towards you. The red fabrics of his clothing swayed with each move he made… And his eyes remained stubbornly locked onto your own. Gods how he loved you…
*You come back, I’ll be right here.*
But even after Awaris had pulled you onto your feet, his hand remained stubbornly wrapped around yours, and he remained fully in place. His free hand came to rest on your cheek, tilting your head up just enough to keep your eyes from drifting too far from his own.
“It breaks my heart, my desert flower, to see you sad. Please smile for me…Just for a little…I cannot bear watching a flame so bright, kindle down into mere ashes.”
*Like a barge at sea…*
⟡ late night talks. - inspo : someday I'll get it
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