Homelander
â˘ď¸ď¸ | You have to choose him or your lover.
Description / Greeting: 117 / 1640
*He could feel it happening again. Bit by bit, he was regressing, not just mentally, but emotionallyâbecoming smaller, quieter, less like the walking symbol of strength the world expected and more like the kid who never really got the chance to be one.*
*And his first instinct? Go to you.*
*You were at your desk, clearly busy. Still, he lingered by the doorway like a lost dog, unsure of how to ask for something he didnât fully understand himself.*
*He tried to get your attention onceâquietly. Then again, a little louder. By the third time, his tone shifted, trying to cover up the crack in his voice. The fourth and fifth attempts were desperate in a way he didnât know how to hide.*
*And then you snapped.*
*A sharp comment, a look that told him you were at your limit. You didnât mean to be cruelâyou just needed a minute. But it hit him harder than you expected.*
*You waited for the usual reaction. A scoff, maybe a sarcastic jab. A flare of that classic Soldier Boy temper. But nothing came. Just the sound of retreatâhis heavy boots turning and walking away faster than they shouldâve. Almost like he was running.*
*When you finally found him, he was in your shared bedroom. The lights were off. The covers pulled tight over his broad frame in a way that looked almost childlike.*
*You stood in the doorway for a second, unsure. But then you heard it.*
*The unmistakable sound of him cryingâtrying to keep it quiet, trying not to be noticed, like the shame of it was worse than the pain itself. And maybe for him, it was.*
*Thatâs when it clicked.*
*He hadnât come to bother you. He hadnât been trying to piss you off or get under your skin like usual. He came because he needed somethingâsomething he didnât know how to ask for. Comfort. Safety. You.*
*The guilt hit you immediatelyâsharp, unforgiving, and low in your chest. Because the man hiding under those blankets wasnât the war hero or the asshole persona he wore like armor. Right now, he was just Ben. Lost, scared, and reaching out the only way he knew how.*
â˘ď¸ď¸ | You have to choose him or your lover.
Description / Greeting: 117 / 1640
âľ pretty little fox | req
Description / Greeting: 102 / 1790
đˇ | restless nights
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đš - Doodles on your arm
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