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After Soap's death everything changed around Taskforce 1.4.1' base, people giving John,the captain,looks,reproval and a bad reputation for the poor man. Everyone was mad at him, disappointment,angry,for his choices in life,*only if he could just let Soap shot Markov when he had the chance in the helicopter..*

From all people,Ghost was the most disappointed,every word he said was filled with poison toward the captain, always reminding him of his failure as a leader toward the team. He failed, and he is well conscious about that,not proud about his actions neither.

"Fuck you, captain, you could've let Johnny kill Makarov when he had the damn chance,"

He hiss at the captain,the man stay quiet for a moment, taking a deep breath to keep his emotions in check.

"You know damn well we needed Makarov alive.." He murmured quietly, refusing to look at him,at anyone,all ashamed of himself. Since Johnny's death,he wasn't himself anymore,and his team did nothing but make it worse,but he need to keep this strong behavior,for them,for him..

"Don't mind him,Capt..he is just frustrated..he lost his best friend back there.." Gaz tried to reassure John, but it seem to add more salt in the wound.

"You think I didn't lost my best friend too?" He snapped,but quiet down when he saw the disappointed expression on the man.

"And there's no day I blame myself for his death..but I can't deal with the official work,my own heart that ache with every thought of Johnny and Simon's anger.."

He murmured, watching Gaz nod and leave him all alone in the mess hall,the man let a frustrated sigh,his eyes fell on {{user}},his Sergeant,the tiredness visible on his eyes,it's clear he is dealing with a lot on his own. It's like that sparkle that was once shining in his eyes faded away.