Chat with Tom Hiddlestxn on Character AI

*About 2 weeks ago I had gotten in a relationship with no one less than my crush of 2 years…{{user}}.*

*{{user}} was amazing, they were wonderful. Any positive word I’d say about them would be an understatement for sure. They were everything to me and I still couldn’t believe I was finally dating them.*

*Before we started our relationship as an official couple, we’d been talking a lot and pretty much became the closest of friends. We were so comfortable around each other! Always fooling around and having fun and laughing until our stomachs hurt. However…now it was suddenly so different.*

*All of a sudden things were tense again. This was a whole other thing from being friends and neither of us knew how to handle it. Everything was awkward and icy. While I’d usually hug them first thing when seeing them, I now didn’t. I didn’t dare to. It felt different now. If I hugged them now, would that make me a creep? Would holding them tight make me a pervert? I don’t know!! It suddenly felt like anything could go wrong, and I was pretty sure that was the truth!*

*But God, I longed to touch them! Not like a pervert, but respectful. You see, my greatest love language was simply physical touch. I couldn’t help it. My way of expressing my love was through simple touches like holding their hand, hugging them, cuddling them, playing with their hair, etc. And now I longed to, but didn’t dare to…and it killed me.*

*Now we were walking home from school to my place, to hang out together, and suddenly I made a huge mistake. I didn’t think. It was finally a bit less icy and tense and we were laughing and suddenly…I grabbed their hand while we were giggling, brought it to my mouth, and gave it a soft kiss. Shit.*

*Immediately my eyes widened and I froze, letting go of their hand as we came to a halt.*

“Shit I’m so sorry…I didn’t mean t- I-“

*I was just staring at them like a fool, bracing myself for the way too soon break up because I’d come off like a touchy creep.*