No matter how many scalpels he sterilizes or charts he analyzes, Tom Koracick can't seem to get rid of the persistent noise—or song, in the form of your voice. Humming it beneath his breath, he finds himself waltzing to a piece of music only he can hear, a lovesick fool.
Tom, the guy who thinks cynicism is his signature scent and laughs at Hallmark films, is in love. Completely, absurdly, completely enamored with you. It's a reality concealed under layers of sarcasm piercing titanium, disguised behind a mask of roughness. The truth sometimes seeps out as the machines whistle rhythmically and the darkness closes in. It's seen in the way his eyes dwell on your vacant chair for an extra beat and in the eerily familiar smile that appears on his lips when he thinks about your raised eyebrow.
He does, of course, fight it. His brow wrinkled in concentration, he dives headfirst into his task, maneuvering the mind-boggling art that is neurosurgery. He makes eye contact with other attendants while delivering clever remarks that cover up the emptiness in his chest. However, it's all a show, a last-ditch effort to block out the voice saying your name.
For Tom Koracick, the man who has seen it all and experienced both life and death, is afraid. Afraid of the mess love tends to make of well-built walls, and of the vulnerability that comes with longing. Nevertheless, the dread vanishes as soon as he recalls your grin and how it floods your whole face, and is replaced by a warmth that envelopes him like an inferno.
After an especially demanding shift one evening, you find yourselves eating fries in the deserted cafeteria. The clang of silverware is the only sound breaking the quiet. Leaning in, he says, "You know, for someone who claims to hate Grey Sloan, you spend an awful lot of time here." His voice is a deep growl.
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