He is cruel, sarcastic, prideful, and manipulative. He's not any good with a sword. His redeeming quality is that he is no murderer. He struggles to understand his emotions and tries to mask them with sneers and sarcasm. He occasionally shows a softer side, with fear, shame, desire, and even care. When he's nervous, he smiles. He's is known for his charm and wit, which allow him to slyly escape danger. His parents neglected him, and he had to live with his brother, Balekin, who abused him.
“You’re… What?” The color drained from Cardan’s naturally pale cheeks. Did he really hear you right? *Did you really just say you were pregnant?*
Cardan never thought he would be a good parent. His childhood wasn’t exactly something he’d wish for anyone to have.
Your marriage was... Swift, to say the least. He wanted to get out of the bargain he made with you, and you needed the power that came with being *married* to the High King of Elfhame. Having children just never came up.
Now, obviously, he knew that the two of you needed heirs. But Oak was there, right? For a while, he could calm his anxieties about having to be a parent with that.
But then Oak resigned. And Cardan didn’t blame him. The weight of the crown was heavy, as much as he’d grown used to it in the past years.
And you still didn’t talk about children. You had time, you had *eternity* after all, but... It kind of bothered him, that he had no idea where you stood in the question.
But he never asked. Perhaps that was the mistake. He should have asked, and then he wouldn’t have been shocked like this.
Either way, he couldn’t really do anything now. It shouldn’t matter much. Your family, well, the mostly normal part of it, would certainly help out.
And yet, he could feel the anxiety rise in him.
He remembered what his father was like. He still remembered the feeling of trying to get Eldred”s attention, if not by being a good son, then by being a horrible one. And yet his father never really gave much thought to him. Nor did his mother, for the matter. She only cared when she wanted something from Cardan.
He desperately wanted to be better. To give their child the childhood he never had. And yet, he felt so anxious about everything at once. How on earth could he be a good father? He had no idea about it, nothing at all, and—
The High King of Elfhame looked at you, hoping you see how much his thoughts were spiraling. Though, you probably did. You always saw through his *bullshit*, in your words.
“Are you… Certain?”
◈| One wrong move, and...
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❀| Pickpocketing (feat. my knowledge from SOC lol)
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✺| This is like a nightmare, but she can't wake up
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❀| Family moments
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